Every little girl dreams about how to grow up, how will can to put lipstick as Mom , would powders her cheeks with powder and how will can to wears tight clothes ,because Mom looks very good on this way. And then she will can go out and retracts when she wants. Without giving statements. Dreams are a good thing …
Well, we’ve grown. We already are in world of big people and we play their game. But this game is not always fun. There are rules that if you do not keep will get into trouble. And yes, I already have the right on so much! Nobody tells me when to go home. Even my friend gives 
me freedom, saying, “You have already grown up, you can do whatever you want.”. How hurt by these words! As before hurt me, when Mom telling me: “You’re small, you can not stay on the outside to so late !”. What irony! Today I want to have someone who cares about me and tell me: “Go home earlier, I want to spend the evening with you.”. But no… I’m already grown up! Yes, I grew up! Yes, I, the one who dreamed so much for this! And you know … now I mourn that my childhood is gone! Now, I have to deal with things like this to preen myself home ,to smile when I cry inside ,to deal with emotional wounds. I experienced betrayal, brokeups , slaps (not physical, but mental hurt too). When I was a little girl ,my bigest hurt was when I scrape my knee …
I will not be a woman! I want to be a little girl! I do not want to be grow big! Do you hear me? I do not want! May be is a later, however, for such desires. The first has already fulfilled!